I g0t no beta job aite..so datz y =)

19th March =mUET Fiesta=

Today morning Nisha was absent for Muet class...she's kind of busy with her uncle's wedding...Silly girl.... her uncle's wedding and  she's going through all the havoc....hahax...furthermore Shana also did not attend the class. Most probably she was unwell too!! Perhaps.. :( Then i was sitting in between of Thiviya and Anita... was so damn afraid of the dogs!! Phobia!!!! then the class started and as usually we were divided into 3 political parties! MIC...MCA...UMNO! No1Malaysia concept!!! :( lamenting right!! What to do :((  So as usual the Chinese girl would gossip something in Mandrin and this Anita our Chinese expert will translate the language into our local... =) As you know my gang really criminal.... international frauds!! We gave names for those...no.1 Katheri... no.2 Velley panni  no.3 Kutty satan :) I would like to confess that the KATHERI name was mine =) yeay me.... Everyday my friends would chit-chat make a lot of noise ....so these girls really felt irritated...what can i say Indian nature.... we can't live without talking... lolx...then sir gave us a sheet to do ..it was READING!! god! started our hours of agony... we really hate reading..it's so lame... :(( uweeekkk uweeeekkkkkk... so Anita was our answer provider...when sir was not there..she would look at the answers and supply them... wow we really worked good in groups.... TEAM WORK i say!! so while all these were going on...the KATHERI saw it.... god!! She was like staring..so all 5 of us also stared at her...gave her one nasty look..wakaw!! :> lucky she never tell sir about it..or else we are so dead!!

s0mething i juz tried newly...adorable aite :)

Midnite s0ciety wif ma sister :)

It was really nice having my sister by my side...I would say we started the society at 2.30am and ended it at 4.30am in the morning...We were taking photos like nobody's business...and we were so silent about it! Wouldn't want to wake up the king of the house or else we would be grounded from using the camera...Lolx.. I was so sleepy though but you know...a girl got to do what a girl got to do..Despite having MUET class in the morning i was actually the loudest! :>

for once i reli sat n t0t about my mistakes n realised dem :)

I realised something really big today...I've been really selfish and self-centered...So far i always thought whatever i was doing is right...and the others are so very wrong...I've always thought i never hurt people and so on...But today i realised how much I've hurt a person .....until i blew everything... I was so arrogant and stubborn ...getting angry for no reason....and always started a fight for no particular reason...I've always tortured you a lot...without even being aware of what I've been doing.....I've been the wall which blocks your happiness..I've been torturing you so much...i've been interfering your life so much ...that i don't realise i've pushed you to the edge of frustration...It has been easy for me to always say something and i've never thought that you would get hurt... but now when you did the same... i can actually put myself into your shoes and think how much you've cried for so long.....So it's all so clear that.... that now this is an opportunity for me to make you happy at least for once... i will DO AS YOU SAID....  no matter what happens i will never come in to your path after this... may god bless you.... :)

*.:｡ ✿*ﾟ‘ﾟ･My darling sister ✿*ﾟ‘ﾟ･ ❤ kissies n huggies...❤*.:｡ ✿*ﾟ‘ﾟ

❀ ✿ ❁ ✾sumitha..❀ ✿ ❁ ✾

My sister is always the closest companion to me... After my mum ...she is the 2nd person i trust my life with! She is like my soul...without her i really could not go through this life!! She is my back-bone... My friends and the other people are just passing clouds but my sister is always there for me through thick and thin! She is a part of my life. In every thing i do ... i would never miss a bit to tell her..We share so many stuff together...We talk a lot.. and we even call ourselves crazy sisters!! We would just do crazy stuff... criminally and officially...It's just so interesting... me being the CHECHI here would always advise her and then after that enjoy!! Lolx....We would just talk as time passes by!! Sometimes we would sit and talk till 5am in the morning and would not sleep..That's the best part.We share a lot of stuff!! We sometimes quarrel..but deep down i know she will understand that I REALLY LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD... she will always be the first person i go to after my mum!! I've never hid anything from her.... that's the thingy that keep the bond between us!! When there is trouble we have each others back.... We a lot of common interests... that's the specialty.... :) I would never do anything to hurt her.... All her wishes are my command :) ❤❤❤❤❤❤

my poem for the school magazine ◕‿◕｡ 2009

My circle of friends :) -Literature-

The best part of life is always during the literature classes......We are like one big family. We eat, drink and study together!! It's so awesome when you have a circle of crazy friends! Rebecca, Nisha, Anita, Thiviya, Shan, Laura, Anuja and I.. we are all like so happy and going crazy!!! We love coming for Literature classes thought it costs a fortune.... We really don't mind paying a whole lump sum but the merriment and happy times will always be cherished in our hearts!! With Mr.Victor with us we can just talk about anything...Personal to official it's all so just amazing!!! A different feeling people. The best part is we would take a break and walk to the POPEN shop to have some snack..then we would laugh and jeer at each other and have fun on the road...That's really amazing. Then we would get back to the class and really enjoy literature.It's a reality kind of feeling!! Sometimes we would even have tears in our eyes. So nice!! Like for Kehinde it was a novel that portrayed Men as superior compared to women!! So were all girls and we were like "What?" Spitting on men like nobody's business! It was really a sense of relief to spit on guys when they actually don't know!!! Wakaw!! Then we would be like "What the hell Albert is a sex maniac!!" and the other one there will be like "Yeah cha nowadays all guys are like that!!" Then becca will be like "Karate him only cha!! Die on the spot!" yeah it is really nice to be in a group of friends who really can talk like politicians. We will just talk talk talk talk and talk till sir will be like "Haiya...grandmothers ...want to gossip ah??" The answer here is we do not gossip!We call it "A TALK ABOUT OUR LIFE!"  lolx... :) Man it's so nice being a girl... Then now we are like doing the 3rd book...JANE EYRE... oh my god! The story is a bomb am telling you! It's so nice...it's about how a woman get abused due to difference in social statues and gender! Where men are superior and women are submissive... terrible!! For now we are like waiting to STRANGLE... this JOHN REED a ruthless character that brutally hurts and bashes up Jane!!! Lucky this is a story or else he would be crying for his MAMA!!! peh!! Today also we were talking about drug smuggling and Becca was planning to make me join in her group...and sir was like "this girl cannot ...she would shiver there and they would know you are taking drugs!!" great insult!!! =p lolx..whatever so..literature is always the best.... it's a place where we are can be so expressive... :)

My favourite song :) Un perai sollum

Un Perai Sollum Bodhe Ull Nenjil Kondaatam
Unnodu Vaazhathaane Uyir Vaazhum Poraatam
Nee Paarkum Bodhe Mazhai Aaven
Un Anbil Kanneer Thuli Aaven
Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven

Un Perai Sollum Bodhe Ull Nenjil Kondaatam
Unnodu Vaazhathaane Uyir Vaazhum Poraatam
Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven

Nee Perazhagil Por Nadathi Ennai Vendraai
Kann Paarkum Bodhe Paarvaiyaale Kadathi Chendraai
Naan Pennaaga Pirandhadharku Artham Sonnaai
Mun Ariyaadha Vekkangal Neeye Thandhaai
En Ulagam Thanimai Kaadu, Nee Vandhaai Pookalodu
Ennai Thodarum Kanavugalodu, Penne Penne
Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven

Un Perai….

Un Karungoondhal Kuzhalaagathaan Ennam Thondrum
Un Kaadhoram Uraiyaadithaan Jenmam Theerum
Un Maarbodu Saayum Andha Mayakkam Podhum
En Manadhodu Serthu Vaitha Valigall Theerum
Un Kaadhal Ondrai Thavira, En Kaiyil Ondrum Illai
Adhai Thaandi Ondrume Illai, Penne Penne
Nee Illai Endraal En Aaven
Neruppodu Vendhe Mann Aaven

Un Perai…

i give up diz time :((

Oh my god i seriously give up for this examination :( Something went wrong somewhere...  i really don't know what went wrong. Was i over confident this time!! or was it careless mistakes or did i not concentrate much...i just could not decipher what had happened to me for this examination. Everything was just as blank as a white paper when the exam starts!!! I would just forget what I've studied and the worst part was i had prepared a month earlier, thus i should be the one who was suppose to ace it!! :(But then i was the one sitting there clueless and pondering what to write!! Weird!! I had to like pressure myself to remember what I've read! This is sheer absurdity!! Teruk ready my condition!! I was in dire state!! It was really devastating. I lost hope for this examination. I would not be surprised if my pointer goes down to 3.5 :( It would be so embarrassing. Oh my god!! Really under pressure!! The worse was yesterday....for history paper i was like forcing myself to refresh that i never slept ... i was sitting like an owl till 6am!! Went to school without any sleep and i was so giddy. i could not do my paper well. I really don't know why am i over doing it for STPM!! it's like am so afraid i would not make into the UNIVERSITY or even get a JPA :(( I hope i don't go mad. Now itself sometimes i would lose control and would not be myself. Its just too much pressure :(

i love wen sum1 would sit and listen to all d nonsense i tok... :)

In my circle of friends, I've always been loud and funny and talkative....:) I've always been like that...the loudest of them all.....but only one problem... i talk so much that sometimes i run out of topic .... and i had to just shut up or my friends will close my mouth... =)) lolx...Blah-blah, blah-blah, blah-blah, blah.... :) i can talk for hours with anyone and anywhere... the washroom is not excluded .... :) the problem is i talk to anybody regardless of their personality and race.....just sit and talk to people ....=)) i don't really care whether they are listening or not...but i would just spill it out. Once while i was waiting to go to Johore Bahru in a bus station, one old lady came and stand beside me. My mum was with me. She was so quiet and speechless. I was feeling bored!Then the old lady was like "Adik pergi mana?" that's all she asked... i opened my big mouth "Mak cik pergi mana? Saya pergi Jb!! Mak cik buat apa kat sini? Tunggu siapa? Dah beli tiket ke?? " wow what a disastrous situation.. =(  She was standing there so blurred out. She was tongue-tied the way i spoke!! My mum hit me on the back and  said " shut up!! " so embarrassing... :(( On another occasion, my grandfather came down from London, he thougt i won't talk much. So he was asking to my dad about me. Then i was like "tata... you think i can't talk is it??? i can talk more than you do!! Ask me ...ask me...ask me...."  man was I enthusiastic.... :) That was the last cut!! After that he never opened my mouth!! 

The last counter attack was with a General Hospital Doctor.... muahahahaha.... gosh was she so annoyed!! :)

I went to the kluang hospital..and the doctor's name was Dr.Anu!! At first my mum was explaining about my problem and then she was like "Mdm can't your daughter speak? Is she dumb!!" Owh no no no no..she is talking to the wrong person...wrong dealing di!! I was like " excuse me doctor.... i can speak perfectly well.....no doubt in that... i guess you should ask me mannerly not like this :)" and i smiled... pucat she.... So rude she was with my mum.....  Then sitting there... i irritated her ... i was asking her the meaning of all the medicines and taking her stuff and asking her the function of all the equipments... she got a headache i guess so!! She  was like " are you finish talking!?? Ok your fine...very fine you can go back!! " hahahahahah.... it was kind of over too ... but what can i say i love talking...:)) the worst part was a guy in my school told am very quiet!! He don't know the real me... :>