i give up diz time :((

Oh my god i seriously give up for this examination :( Something went wrong somewhere...  i really don't know what went wrong. Was i over confident this time!! or was it careless mistakes or did i not concentrate much...i just could not decipher what had happened to me for this examination. Everything was just as blank as a white paper when the exam starts!!! I would just forget what I've studied and the worst part was i had prepared a month earlier, thus i should be the one who was suppose to ace it!! :(But then i was the one sitting there clueless and pondering what to write!! Weird!! I had to like pressure myself to remember what I've read! This is sheer absurdity!! Teruk ready my condition!! I was in dire state!! It was really devastating. I lost hope for this examination. I would not be surprised if my pointer goes down to 3.5 :( It would be so embarrassing. Oh my god!! Really under pressure!! The worse was yesterday....for history paper i was like forcing myself to refresh that i never slept ... i was sitting like an owl till 6am!! Went to school without any sleep and i was so giddy. i could not do my paper well. I really don't know why am i over doing it for STPM!! it's like am so afraid i would not make into the UNIVERSITY or even get a JPA :(( I hope i don't go mad. Now itself sometimes i would lose control and would not be myself. Its just too much pressure :(