Sad easter in my life.. :( so many pain n sorrows... hurt n cries... :)

I woke up at 6am... can't sleep... then i slept back ... n woke up at 12pm.. so tired...lack of sleep. Then had to get ready to go to my grandmother's house. Got some school work to finish off! Quickly did that. Then around 2.47pm i was doing my diary. My cousin sister was in my house... I was crying when i was doing my diary... I can't show anyone..was controlling ... jaga maruah =)) Then, after doing the diary I went to my grandmother's house. I never eat at all.. Night all of them planned to go to Pizza Hut. I was not in a mood also. I felt something so burdening. I could not concentrate at all in my work. Maybe i need some time to get over what has happened but i don't know when.. =(( haizzzz..... Then around 8pm we went out. My uncle...me ....aunty....sheena...jonathan...justin...mum...anu.. :) sumi did not follow she had school work.. So i had no one to talk to practically. Then shena was buying a jeans.. and i was standing outside the shop...i was just looking at the sky and suddenly my uncle told me to choose a blouse... people really cannot think and some more asking me to take something... i was really clueless... at last my aunty chose something and i just wore that... Then we went to Pizza Hut.. i just ate one slice and drank water ... .that's it! Nothing else went in... Really cannot swallow ready...Then i came back and watched November 24.... really nice movie... i love the song... kind of relaxing... :) Really lousy easter.... i spoil everything for everyone..... i hope next year everyone will be happy... :)